I am seeing with new eyes. I am prone to grand sweeping revelations without actual results, but this feels different. I don't recognize my four walls or understand the words the tube is preaching. Seemingly random thoughts start to slow and organize. Every room is a stockpile of weapons aimed to destroy my chance at escaping. Why have I surrounded myself with stuff made to distract, pacify and control my thoughts? Was this by my choosing? Which of the 23 remotes are made to turn this off?