Good secrets are tough to keep...

I think of myself as a trustworthy person. I am.

People who know me will tell you. Don't believe me? Ask them. With that said, keeping a good secret is tough. T O U G H, tough.

I like to talk. I have a blog for fucks sake. You think I like keeping things to myself? Who does that? Oh yeah, lots of people. I forgot. Yeah, it's a skill I don't have. I love John Wayne too. I just don't understand him; them. Do you? How did he do that? Don't get me wrong, I want to. You think it wouldn't help me just to shut the hell up once and a while? It would. I don't. The mouth just runs. Trying to let it go... not working... shit.

We were talking about secrets. I've got one.

And so it begins...